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April 17th, 2005

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March 19th, 2005

01:44 pm well me and dennis arent together anymore.. its kinda sad. im still in love with him and everything, but i cant handle him anymore.. i think hes crazy. he thinks its me but oh well maybe it is, all i know is that relationship was driving us both insane. last weekend i went to the mall, a bunch of people were there, and then sunday me and amanda hung out with deb, jenna, dave, rafal and some other kid.. i forget his name. anyway, last night was the dance. i left early to go to the mall but just went to unos instead. my great grandmother died yesterday, i havent talked to that side of the family yet so i dont know how they're doin. my dad is coming back from FLA tonight :) yay. but im still mad at him because he didnt take me :(. tomorrow i have a fucking ccd thing at like 7 in the morning.. that really sucks ass. today is my one day i have, and i dont even know what im doing. it better be something good or ill be mad. oh well. Another thing i must add : people have been really gay lately. what is wrong with everyone? why does everyone care about everything? it pisses me off. i dont give a shit about other people, i dont understand why everyone else does. oh well, im gunna go get ready now. Current Mood: stressed Current Music: Self Esteem : The Offspring

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February 27th, 2005

10:39 pm vacation is over !!! :( . school makes me sad. ugh, i have that whole stupid book to read.. im on page 7 .. go me.. doubt im gunna sleep tonight, we rented dazed and confused and amandas making me watch it so.. no time for sleep. vacation wasnt that bad, i had to watch suzie and robbie tuesday-thursday, it wasnt bad, got out at 3 everyday so i could go out at night and stuff and got 150 extra bucks. I got like a total of $700 for christmas and stuff, and now i have $4. I cant hold on to money for my life. over vacation i hung out with bj and chris a lot.. and then the usual, amanda , dennis.. sometimes kevin and lauryn. Friday night i hung out with Ang and Jaimie too.. i havent seen them in so long :). oh well i cant remember anything else so it must not be worth putting in the L-J. thats all. -me* Current Mood: artistic Current Music: Blue and Yellow :: The Used

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January 22nd, 2005

06:34 pm just got done with midterms yesterday. they werent so bad, except history.. that sucked. My S2 study EVERYDAY is gone because the photogrpahy teacher convinced me to take advanced.. oh well it wont be that bad hes a good teacher. dont know when im gunna do my hw though.. oh well who cares. today wasnt very good, i was supposed to go out, but its a fucking blizzard. we better not have school monday or ill be pissed. ccd already got cancelled for tomorrow.. so who knows? maybe we wont. My dad isnt even here to enjoy this blizzard, hes in philly at a pats game with jeanine. AAH its only 6:30!!! wish i could sleep right now because tonight is going to be the most boring saturday ive ever had. well.. i have nothing else to write. Current Mood: anxious Current Music: none :(

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January 8th, 2005

03:59 pm well.. its 05' now.. havent written in a while. i got lots of money for christmas, now i need to go on a major shopping spree. I'm not allowed at the cushings anymore because dennis' dad heard i dont like him, so he kicked me out. oh well, i still go, just not as much.. he doesnt scare me. yeah .. kevin and lauryn are nice and all, but it really seems like kevin is doing every single thing dennis does and its annoying. whatever im not gunna say anything else because people are gay. dont know what im doin today, wicked bored now though. i got a new puppy :) its a weener dog, hes so cute. i got him a couple days before christmas. went to the first BHS gymnastics meet, andover got killed, i felt bad. our team is soo freakin good. it was pretty cool. Amanda went out with noble for like a week, then he decided to be a fag and go out with that girl deb. i hate him. well.. thats all thats worthy of being put in my journal, my life is boring. Current Mood: thirsty Current Music: Semi-Charmed Life :: Third Eye Blind

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November 25th, 2004

10:22 am - Turkey Day :) well today is thanksgiving.. the eating-most day of the year. i have to go to my grandfathers, my aunts, and amandas grandparents all around 2 somehow.. dont know how im gunna do that yet. im just happy i dont have to go to school until monday. me, lauryn, kevin, dennis, and edmund went to the 99 last night, sat at a table right next to zak and marissa.. crazy. it wasnt too fun for me, dennis wouldnt like say one word to me. oh well, me and dennis left.. drifted off to the high school.. we talked a lot. i like talking. people have been nicer recently.. i guess thats good. ive been tryin to be nicer myself. but anyway, gotta shower. Current Mood: excited Current Music: Date my mom

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October 30th, 2004

11:48 am I havent written in a while.. Kevin is going out with Lauryn now, and i dont have anything against her, but i personally dont think they really "mesh". oh well. anyway, this week went by pretty fast, last saturday was homecoming :) it was fun. Dennis came to my house around 5, his mom took pictures of us :). Then we left and we had to go to lauryns so kevin could get pictures taken with lauryn.. me and dennis came in too, so we got some of the four of us, and some of the six of us(me dennis, kevin, lauryn, ang & jaimie). Then me and dennis and his mom left to go back to his house. I guess lauryn kevin jaimie and ang thought the dance started at 7, so when they realized they were an hour early, they went to the cushings. They started drinking i guess. We left, we danced a little, kissed a lot, it was fun.. i guess kevin threw up.. ew. yeah.. the dance went by pretty fast, and afterwards we went to bickfords. Then dennis came to my house after and slept over :) In the morning we went to friendlys, and my mommy picked us up, then went back to dennis for a bit, then went to ccd.. played limbo, i won :). Dennis got his permit thursday :), he drove me around the neighborhood a bit yesterday.. it was cool :). Anyway, tomorrow his Halloween.. and as soon as amanda gets back from the verizon place we are going to get me a costume ;). she already got hers, shes marilyn monroe. Not quite sure what we r doin tomorrow yet though. oh well, im guna go get ready. Current Mood: content

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October 11th, 2004

10:45 am - :-\ havent written in a little while.. i have been going to "the cliff" the last couple weekends.. i dont like there a lot because i dont smoke or drink too much.. i guess the reason ive been goin is because amanda has been saying that i spend too much time with dennis and she feels like shes been replaced.. im worried about her because shes been smoking and drinking a lot.. and she pretty much blamed it on me. school started like a month ago and she already skips at least once a day. but things with me and dennis are finally great, and i dont want that to end either.. amanda and dennis are the 2 people i care most about in the world.. im guna see what i can do to make them both happy. .. :\ Current Mood: contemplative Current Music: dare you to move :: switchfoot

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September 18th, 2004

12:22 am - one year :) Well, today was me & dennis' anniversary :). It went pretty good.. i woke up this morning.. went to school.. stayed after for a little while, then walked back to dennis'.. stoppin at dunky's on the way. well, we got to his house, and after fighting off a giant spider, we saw that his dad was home :( we went downstairs, where dennis gave me my presents that i LOVE :) but then kevin chris kevin w zach and dan w came downstairs so that kinda interrupted us.. oh well, we left a little while later and went to the mall, got chink food, saw mark and his friend on the way behind the mall.. then went behind the mall.. it was great, but very teasing. then we went back to his house and no1 was home.. so we had some incredible sex :), but id say the best part was just lyin there after. but a little while later all those people came back.. watched eurotrip, it was pretty funny. my mom came and picked me up a little while later. I LOVE DENNIS Current Mood: loved Current Music: bleep bloop

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September 2nd, 2004

10:19 pm well today was my second day of school.. ugh. i hate the thought of gettin up every morning :(. oh well, its not bad.. so far its heaven next to sfx. but yeah anywho a couple kids i know are in my homeroom.. thats good i guess. well, me amanda and catie stayed after with the cushings, then amanda kevin and catie just started walkin to their house.. me and dennis went back in the school for a bit, got some snacks :) saw cosmay.. dennis attacked him.. then started walkin back to his house and my backpack was heavy so i made dennis carry it :). but he was gettin really hot so we stopped at dunkys, then walked back to his house. we were there for a while. catie left, then went to the mall. we ate at johnny rockets :).. zak and marissa were supposed to come, but they were too late.. so we walked back to their house. then my daddy picked us up, and now we are here writing songs. Current Mood: giddy Current Music: Amanda : Amanda Buturla

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